| You can live without purpose when you have an enriched
environment. An enriched environment is one in which you observe,
you watch, you see connection; you allow yourself to be a participant
through cooperation and connection, not as an object or subject, not
as a cause or effect, but as a real, embracing participant, not
resisting Life, not holding back, not being fearful, but just seeing
what Life has to offer.
It is so easy to become pigeonholed, or boxed in, by your concepts
and beliefs that tell you who you are supposed to be, and what you
are supposed to do. Liberation occurs when the walls vanish, and you
begin to have the direct experience of Life as you.
I know it is difficult to look at Life without purpose, because
purpose is so deeply ingrained in the fabric of being. One never
thinks about living without purpose. Purpose is everywhere. Purpose
has become like the air we breathe. We believe that if we live
without purpose, we die; if we lose purpose, we lose Life.
But I say that if you lose purpose, you find Life, because purpose
gets in the way. Purpose is like a whip that controls you, pushes
you onward to some supposedly desired achievement. Whereas Life, who-
you-are, is experiencing possibilities, and possibilities happen very
naturally.
Purpose and intention are two different things. You can have
intention without turning it into purpose. Your intention is to be
all you can be, because you allow that you are Being, and moment by
moment you are being all you can be. If you are free of beliefs and
concepts, you are free to be who you are. That is not a purpose.
You can set up ways to facilitate being all you can be, but not for
the purpose of being more than you are (you can't do that). You can
have an intention of being all that you are, and that is an unknown.
It is not something you can form a purpose around. Purpose is
usually a vision or a goal, something to achieve, whereas the
intention of being all you can be is embracing the unknown.
Intention requires certain elements of trust: trusting that you are,
trusting what is in you as Life, and allowing that Life knows what it
is doing moment by moment. That is not purpose.
We could look at the solar system and say that it has purpose. But
does it? Does the solar system have purpose? Does the cosmos have
purpose? Or is it just being what it can be, naturally?
There is a natural order, the order of the way things work, and it is
cooperative and harmonious. You can imagine what would happen if
Jupiter decided that it liked earth's orbit better, and that it would
take over earth's orbit. That would be purpose.
The universe is without purpose. Humans, however, tend to assign
purpose to the universe, and so the idea of "God" is created. God
becomes the purpose of the universe, the purpose of life, the
Creator. That is the beginning of purpose: believing that God has
something in mind for you, something in mind for the universe. But
what if that idea is just a human creation? What if the universe
just Is? What if Life just Is? What if you just Are?
The intellect protests, "Well, that is dangerous. Who will control
things? Who will take care of me? How will I survive?" Natural
order. Harmony is a consequence of cooperation. The solar system
cooperates with itself. These material bodies stay in their orbit,
in their place. Of course, the universe is always in a state of
change, so once in a while some remodeling takes place, but that
again is not purpose. It happens because it can. Life on this planet has happened because it can. The ingredients
were here for Life to happen. Intelligence recognized the
possibilities for Life here, and proceeded to become Life.
There is always a risk to who you are; there is no assurance of your
continuity. Part of the brain wants to assure its survival, so it
has fabricated various beliefs, systems, and structures to pacify
itself, sedate itself, because until now the thought of having to
deal with one's mortality has been too difficult, too stressful.
Part of the brain insisted that there must be some way to continue.
But a deepening realization is that the very need for survival is the
mechanism that causes you to not survive. The need for something,
the grasping, causes it to flee from you.
Instead of spending all of that energy in survival, and worrying
about what is next, you can move into now and be present, and see
what happens. You miss so much of Life when you are thinking about
the other, the outside, and worrying about what could happen that you
miss what is happening.
You may not like what is happening, but the act of seeing what is
going on in the world is an act of transcendence. As more of The
Consciousness truly sees what is going on in the world, the world
will change, because collectively humans will begin to agree that
that is not the way to survival; it is not the way to continue this
Life. Humans will begin to agree that we need to find the grounds
for cooperation, a sustainable Life for all.
This involves living beyond separation and duality, and starting to
live without purpose, but intensely, presently, as Life, bringing
about the possibilities inherent within who you are. Every cell,
every atom is connected, has means of realization. Each atom is
knowing what the other atoms are doing.
You go through Life thinking that nobody else knows what you are
doing. And almost everybody lives that way. People are forgetting
that they know, so they do things to create false knowings, to amass
information about the mystery of Life, while denying that they know
already that they are that which Is.
So you begin to awaken. You awaken cell by cell, particle by
particle. The cells communicate, the bodies communicate, and there
is a degree of cooperation in which you resonate with the core. You
begin to understand that there is Life without purpose, that there is
Life beyond cause and effect, that Life is not dependent upon the
other, that Life is dependent upon itself.
Life has the ability to become, to evolve; it is always evolving and
becoming. Intelligence is developing. Awareness and connection are
happening. Awareness sometimes takes place in the greatest of chaos
and disharmony. That is the kind of awareness that says, "If we keep
doing this, we are not going to last; if we keep living separately,
selfishly and individually, without thought for the rest, we are
doomed."
With awareness, you start living Life in connection, and cooperation,
really caring about Life, watching how things work, recognizing the
realm of cause and effect, and understanding moments when you can
make a difference. Sometimes, just being able to see another
possibility makes all the difference in the world. Any one
individual can do that. That is what is so beautiful about Life: it
is not dependent upon numbers; it is about quality and intensity.
So in this Space, one begins to resonate with this awareness,
creating an ideal of connection, cooperation, balance. It is living
in balance, but it is not having a purpose of balance. When you have
a purpose, you hardly ever achieve it; you are always trying to get
it, which is saying, "I am trying to find myself; my purpose is to
find myself." Purpose says there is something to find, but you
cannot find The Consciousness. The Consciousness is not lost. You
Are. You always are. You may not realize that you are, but you
always are.
You are Life, you are Being, you are becoming, you are experiencing.
To allow for that possibility is to allow for connection, deepening
in the realization to where you suddenly realize that you don't need
God, you don't need the Absolute, you don't need the other. All you
need is presence and being. Everything happens from the now, from
the moment, from Being.
Purpose has nothing to do with the now. When you live without
purpose, you recognize that you are, and that everything you need is
here, moment by moment. Life is fulfilling itself as you, moment by
moment. When there is resistance and attachment, you have problems.
When you are just flowing, without purpose, there is connection.
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